My heart broke reading that first part of the post, Rachel...that's utterly fucking ridiculous, plain and simple...but your reaffirming that you want to do this, this opening to the universe...that gratitude quote is utterly true, and it's one of the deepest seeds of my faith. :) You can do this, the Universe will help you do this, we love you, will give any help we can...PayPal can go to hell. ;D

*so, so, so much love* You're a shining star, always giving, so full of love that I don't know where it could possibly come from, and I just wanted to tell you that. Seriously. From my heart.