I have medical treatment phobias, too, and avoid doctors/dentists/hospitals. The last time I had to go to the emergency room, I had a panic attack and couldn't calm down for hours afterward. But if I hadn't gone...who knows what would have happened. I had pneumonia and had basically given up on ever getting well. Sarah had to drag me out of our apartment.

It's so brave of you to face this head-on and with such a positive attitude. I admire you so, so much!! And I'm so sorry that you're suffering but thankful that you can and will be healed soon. *HUGS* It's really interesting how pervasive Black has become, I agree, after only a couple of days! Pretty powerful.

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